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Chimaira, / Chimaira

Chimaira, / photo Chimaira .

 

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A-G H-O P-Z

Gag

After years of endless torture
You try to come back
Likeness of an unwanted child, grow
Simplified case of defamation
You left her bleeding
Thrown out the window
I tried to compete to be the good one
I'll never understand (x3)
What the fuck did we ever do
To make you hate
Remaining scars of an unwanted child, lost
Justified, inebriate
Left me bleeding
Thrown out the window
I tried to compete to be the good one
I'll never understand (x3)
20 years of mind rape brings forth my hate
My hate derived from you, you mother fucker

 

Impending Doom

Impending doom
Can't escape
Pitch black at the lake
The snow is falling can't escape
The evil approaches
Can't save you

[x2]
These problems don't have solutions
We're rotting inside this cell
Our bodies are like a prison
Only death will save us from this hell

Jagged stairs leading nowhere
The clock is staring at me
Running away from the pain
The evil approaches
No one to save me

These problems don't have solutions
We're rotting inside this cell
Our bodies are like a prison
Only death will save us from this hell

These problems don't have solutions
We're rotting inside this cell
Our bodies are like a prison
Only death will save us from this hell (from this hell)

Have you ever seen blood in the moonlight?
It appears quite black
Have you ever seen spiders crawling on the grave (on the grave)?

The grave that gave
The grave that gave us fear of loneliness
That turned us into hellions
We're like slugs in the sun
Tearing us apart

[x2]
These problems don't have solutions
We're rotting inside this cell
Our bodies are like a prison
Only death will save us from this hell

Only death will save us from this
111d
Hell

 

Indifferent To Suffering

Unrelenting addiction
The struggle continues
The urge to satisfy isn't the question
Just don't want to be around
To face the consequences
Fake smiles surround
To ensure the desire
As perverse as it seems, it stays
Who leads their waste of time?

Ever wondered what it's like, to have dreams last forever
Never doing again, from the everlasting of them

Life feeds off life
Indifferent to suffering

Liars grow stronger
The taste is similar
To the sweetest kiss ever encountered
A painful bliss on my head
Picture painted (Painted)
Could not capture
Anounce of the true sensation
That is derived from some sorrow

Ever wondered what it's like, to have nightmares last forever
Never doing again, from the constant torture Life feeds off life

Indifferent to suffering

How, how sweet it is
Sweet, how sweet it is
It, beyond this life
Is, beyond this life

How sweet it is

Life feeds off life
Indifferent to suffering

 

Inside the Horror

A blank expression
Pale eyes wide
Cocked back
The sheer stagnation
Shame to all who thought this an act
The best years of this life
Felt wasted protecting a secret
Insecurities fed on like a rat

Depression
True fears of dependency
Affliction
The scars on such a fragile little body

Look
Take a look inside the horror
Take a look inside
Visualize the horrors inside

Burning sensation
To live just one day
In pure elation
Blame the ones who took this away
Can't provide shelter from
The dangers festering outside
Can't provide safety from
Monsters trapped within the mind

Depression
True fears of dependency
Affliction
The scars on such a fragile little body

Look
Take a look inside the horror
Take a look inside
Visualize the horrors inside
Shake the hand of god
As the blade moves closer
The reflection is brighter than the sun
The perception becomes weaker

The sun starts to fade away
The blank expression on the blade
Skin calloused yet easy to pierce
On the floor blood mixed with...tears

Look
Take a look inside the horror
Take a look inside
Visualize the horrors inside
Shake the hand of god
As the blade moves closer
The reflection is brighter than the sun
The perception becomes weaker
Weaker

 

Jade

Face black another shadow of innocence tainted
Gave back all the lights and glitter
Wrong track again and again is stings
Wish you all could feel like this
12 is for the reason of regret
9 is for the pain that I'm caused
Will strife ever cease? Someday...
Fuck this mind that is made to hate
Complete the task of humility
Restrained from who they want me to be
That's what they want me to be
That is not quite good enough for me
Fuck you and your thoughts on me
Fuck you and your thoughts of me
Fuck you how can I not be me
Fuck you I will never let you take me
I will never be that good little one
I can never see what is so good about life
I can never change just who I am or what is I think I am doing
My hands fell down now I know I failed
You were not there to pick up the waste of this pathetic tale
Maybe I should just end all this right here
Would you like that?
Maybe you could cope knowing that you all have succeeded
I am staying here to betray all of you
Never failing me again
Cut a little...it bleeds slowly can you see it ooze?
I'm going to save me
My eyes turn the color jade
I look at everyone around me
I am so sick of this place
Anyone and anything makes me sick
I just want to end it all
I return to my room walls white with black shades
Oh how would red look?
The reasons are not for your ears
The feelings are not for your heart
I circle in tears wishing, hoping, dreaming
Can I find a way out besides this?
I need it
I want to be where you are
I miss you

 

Killing the Beast

You're a man who lives in solitude
Never knowing what life could bring you
You have to raise your fists just to break through
All the voices inside your head that make you

You're a man who's filled with attitude
Don't you know that everyone hates you
It would be so simple for me to kill you
Mark my words my man I will stop you

Killing the beast killing the beast kill

You'll always see me
You'll always need me
You'll never last one minute without me

You can't take away all the lies that you told me
But I can take away all the feelings that I had for you

You'll always see me
You'll always need me
You'll never last one minute without me
I'm killing the beast
Killing the beast
Tear his heart out

 

Kingdom of Heartache

Years ago they came to me, claiming they would protect me
Their fingers felt like silk, and lips tasted like candy
They were my everything, something left from a dream
This was the first time I felt so close to God
And all the angels lead me to his kingdom

There is no escaping
Judgement arise
Trapped in the kingdom of heartache

There's no way to understand, what the hell has happened
One minute on top of the world, the next minute I'm drowning
They took away everything, shattered all my dreams
This was the last time I felt so close to God
And all the angels lead me to his kingdom

There is no escaping
Judgement Arise
Trapped in the kingdom of heartache

[...]
Sacrifice, keep on bleeding
Mutilate all my feelings
Together in hell becoming a demon

Kingdom of heartache
Judgement Arise [x3]
In the kingdom of heartache

 

Lazarus

Eleven five, ninety-four, six thirty, morning
Woke up panicked, sweating, with a mouth full of vomit
No idea what could be wrong
Blew it off as this illness was common
Went back to sleep, then the phone rings
Fell to the ground
As the news was haunting... haunting

Lazarus ended his life, ungodly sacrifice, no reason why

Eleven eight, ninety-four, six thirty evening
The first time we're seeing Lazarus unconscious
Dressed in the clothes he loved
Laid out with all of his favorites
The tears of so many friends
Looked around and this view was haunting... haunting

Lazarus ended his life, ungodly sacrifice, no reason why

Never had an explanation
Never had a chance to watch Lazarus rise
Never had a chance to thank him
Never had an explanation
Never had a chance to say goodbye

Lazarus ended his life, ungodly sacrifice, no reason why
Never had a chance to say goodbye

 

Left For Dead

Greed has caused you to become a monster
Greed has caused you to become so cold
You said you loved him, then you put him away
'Till death do us part' means nothing to you

Greed has caused you to betray your family
Greed has caused you to become so jaded
We've got some news for you, every dollar you save
Will cushion your pillows in hell

You act like we're blind, deaf and dumb
Betrayal has now left us numb
We're sorry we can't escape from
This choice now we all must succumb
He's been thrown away, left for dead
This is the only father we've had
Oh thrown away (Thrown away)
Left for dead (Left for dead)
How could you choose money instead?
Instead

Greed has caused you to become a monster
Greed has caused you to become so cold
We've got some news for you; every dollar you save
Will cushion your pillows in hell
Hell

You act like we're blind, deaf and dumb
Betrayal has now left us numb
We're sorry we can't escape from
This choice now we all must succumb
He's been thrown away, left for dead
This is the only father we"ve had
Oh thrown away (Thrown away)
Left for dead (Left for dead)
How could you choose money instead?

We
13d4
Will never forget
We will never forget that you're the reason
This sadness has overwhelmed us
This grief is too much to bear (To bear)
How can we look you in the eyes?
How could you ruin his life?
After all the years of joy he brought us
There is no "we" anymore (Anymore)
There is no "us" anymore (Anymore)
You will have to live your last days in infamy
How could you do this?
How could you choose to have him
Thrown away, left for dead
This is the only father we"ve had
Thrown away (Thrown away)
Left for dead (Left for dead)
How could you choose money instead?
Left for dead
Left for dead
This is the only father we"ve had
Left for dead

 

Lend a Hand

You Are god's most beautiful creation
From the moment I set my eyes upon you
I knew I wanted to be near
To feel your arms wrap around me
And to share myself with you
Would be nothing but ecstasy
Knowing you will make me whole again
Then she said No
I cried out to help you
My friend who does nothing
I watched you high I watched you low
Never falling to far
I am glad to have been here
To help you get through her I know i didn't fulfill, but I helped somehow
I'll take your pain
Create with me
Chim was a way for you to breathe
I hope it was enough
To help you through this war called love
Take our hand
Before you leave
One more time, reaching our dreams
We feel incomplete
I know one day
You'll solve that mystery
And make them feel
The way you did me
Lend a hand, AE
To you my friend

 

Let Go

My scabs are almost picked
Slowly growing into this
Feelings I just can't let go
I am such a bore that you need that much more
Go back that way and see what you get from me then
Nothing at all
My dead hands rise
Why am I this way?
Face my past I can't let go
I see them in the jel
Laughing at me it is hell
Nothing can stop this torture
Fake my way through life
Call on me my wife
Went back that way and I saw just what I was worth
Nothing at all
My dead hands rise
Why am I this way?
Face my past I can't let go
I won't take no for an answer

 

Losing My Mind

Ready to explode
The pressure buries me
The poison takes control
I drop down to my knees
I scream
Get this invader out of me
I need help this is killing me
I'm blinded by the thought of tomorrow
I'm drowning in this ocean of sorrow
I need to leave it all behind
I think I'm losing my mind
Trembling
My hands start to shake
The sweat drips down
Can't look in the mirror
This face is unfamiliar
Temple throbbing
Panicked I start to scream
Is there anyone out there that can help me?
I'll try anything to make it stop

 

Lumps

I feel as if I have been dreaming
I am confused as to how I got here
One minute
I am heading down a path of destruction with no hopes but for death
Then there was you
You opened me to a different light
The path you lead me down was priceless
With one quick glance it was stripped from me
I was so ashamed I never let you be you
I have been puking with regret
I found myself again
And although we were apart
I managed to move on
Something was still missing
I made me sick
Far to familiar
I needed you once again, maybe now I can change
Maybe now I can secure my lumps

 

Needle

I gave up trying
No use in lying
Another broken promise
Another bond demolished

Will I ever give a fuck
About anyone or anything
Day by day live in denial
The needle is reality

Weightless painless numbness shameless

Lying on the floor
I don't even care
Feeling so useless
Only one thing will fix this

Veins are flowing with my solution
Picturing death for inspiration
Set me free
Oh what a feeling as it enters my skin
Taking me back before the life filled with sin

Weightless painless numbness shameless

I'll show the world I'm the hand of God
I'll give you everything you need
I'll make all of your dreams come true
I'll take away all your misery
I'll answer all your prayers
I'll fill you with hope
I'll feed you when you're hungry
I'll be the one to help you cope

Weightless painless numbness shameless
Needle

 

No Reason To Live

Brown yellow and white diseases
Plague the streets with a vile stench
The smell of shit and piss fill the air
So fucking disgusting

Day and night feed off humanity
Scraping by on the remnants of life
No cure no hope no way to change
Paper bags filled with liquor love

No, no reason to live!

Steel benches and cardboard beds
Sheets made of black and white
To hide the sun
Live off garbage like a fucking pig
No way to survive

Day and night feed off humanity
Scraping by on the remnants of life
No cure no hope no way to change
Paper bags filled with liquor love

No, no reason to live

So fuckin disgusting!

No reason to live!

 

Nothing Remains

I shout these words
To those who never listened
I pen this letter with the utmost conviction
It's been dark in here
Cold and relentless
It's been too long
I can no longer fight this
Too late to change my mind
Nothing remains
I've silenced the pain

All these years passed
No one heard my true feelings
You continued to act like you knew me
Did you ever stop to think that I'd be able
To look in your eyes and say that I'm stable?
Too late to change my mind
Nothing remains
I've silenced the pain

Don't tell me, that I am taking the easy way out
Don't tell me, that I am taking the easy way out

NO

No underlying message to figure out
What you got from me is what I put out
(x2)

No one knew a thing about me
Just longing to be accepted
Wait 'til you see what I've become

My lifelessness
(x2)

Too late to change my mind
(x2)

Nothing remains
I've silenced the pain
(x2)

NOTHING REMAINS!

 

On Broken Glass

It's just another sleepless night
The hunt is on
Looking for anything
To fill the void
Make me feel alive
Take me back to paradise

Cause I'm walking on broken glass
I should know good things never fucking last
The reflections of a shattered past
They keep me walking on broken glass

A thousand eyes focus
Here is your god
Which one will sacrifice
Their innocence tonight?
Don't think twice
Take me back to paradise

Cause I'm walking on broken glass
I should know good things never fucking last
The reflections of a shattered past
They keep me walking on broken glass

The nameless walking with their guide
For a chance to meet their god
And it just won"t stop

Can't describe this satisfaction
Can't control the chain reaction
I employ you to fulfill this creed
Insensitive
On flesh I feed
Welcome to my hell

Make me feel alive
Take me back to paradise
Cause I'm walking on broken glass
I should know good things never fucking last
The reflections of a shattered past
They keep me walking on broken glass

 

Options

A slave to my thoughts daily
I finally lost my craving
Need this to end real soon
You come then you go away
No way I can make it through this
Can you feel my heart fade away?
Do you remember what it was like when you told me no?
Feeling I can't figure me out
I'd try but I'm not allowed
Where do I go from here now?
My friends can't explain this to me
When I see you I don't see me
I feel I'll never gain
Your affection is a must to me
But reflections of past life won't let me be
Right now all hope is lost
Do you remember what it was like when you told me no?
Feeling I can't figure me out
I'd try but I'm not allowed
Where do I go from here now?
Save some for me
There's still blood for nine

 

Overlooked

Closing comments made you wonder
What was the start of it all
Hunting to find the answers
Unavailing attempts to be me

Hey
Did we distract you
Did we prevent you
Did we bore you
Did we stop you

And I'm
Betrayed by you
Won't be overlooked by you
Betrayed
Betrayed

Hoped you were thinking of redemption
Found out you erased the memories
Erased the thought of me
How can I believe this untrue

I know I'm not insane

Come take a look in my eyes

A-G H-O P-Z

Chimaira, / photo Chimaira
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