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Eminem: Deja Vu

Eminem: Deja Vu .

 

DMC,we have a mid-thirties male found down, unresponsive
Possible overdose, substance unknown
Pulse is 60 and thready, respiration's 8
He's intubated and we're bagging him now
Uh, BP 90 over palp, patient cool, pale and diaphoretic
He's aspirated, uh, GSC is 3, we'll update enroute
ETA 10 minutes

As I fall deeper into a manic state
I'm a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict trait
Blood pressure climbs at a dramatic rate
I seem to gravitate to the bottle of NyQuil, then I salivate
Start off with the NyQuil, like I think I'll just have a taste
Couple sips of that then I gradually graduate
To a harder perscription drug called Valium
Like yeah, that's great
I go to take just one and I end up like having eight
Now I need something in my stomach, cause I haven't ate
Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak
And you'd think with all I have at stake
Look at my daughters face
"Mommy somethin' is wrong with dad, I think
He's acting weird again, he's really beginning to scare me
Won't shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn't hear me
And all he does is eat Doritos and Cheetos
And he just fell asleep in his car eating 3 Musketeers in the rear seat"

Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don't know
Feels like I been down this road before
So lonely and cold, it's like something takes over me
Soon as I go home and close the door
Kinda feels like deja vu, I wanna get away from this place, I do
But I can't and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cause I don't
And why I just don't know

"Maybe just a nice cold brew, what's a beer?"
That's the devil in my ear, I've been sober a fucking year
And that fucker still talks to me, he's all I can fucking hear
"Marshall come on we'll watch the game, it's the cowboys and buccaneers"
And maybe if I just drink half I'll be half buzzed for half of the time
Who's that mastermind behind that little line?
With that kind of rational, man, I got half a mind
To have another half of glass of wine, sounds asinine
Yeah, I know, but I never had no problem with alcohol
Ouch, look out for the wall, aim for the couch, I'm about to fall
I miss the couch and down I go looking like a bouncy ball
Shit must have knocked me out, cause I ain't feel the ground at all
Wow what the fuck happend last night? Where am I?
Man, fuck am I hungover and god damn I got a head ache
Shit half a Vicodin, why can't I?
"All systems ready for take off please stand by"

Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don't know
Feels like I been down this road before
So lonely and cold, it's like something takes over me
Soon as I go home and close the door
Kinda feels like deja vu, I wanna get away from this place, I do
But I can't and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cause I don't
And why I just don't know

So I take a Vicodin splash, it hits my stomach and, ah
A couple weeks go by it ain't even like I'm getting high
Now I need it just not to feel sick, yeah, I'm getting by
Wouldn't even be taking this shit if Deshaun didn't die
Oh yeah, there's an excuse, you lose Proof, so you use
There's new rules, it's cool if it's helping you to get through
It's twelve noon, ain't no harm in self inducing a snooze
What else is new? Fuck it, what would Elvis do in your shoes?
Now here I am 3 months later, full blown relapse
Just get high until the kids get home from school, Holmes, relax
And since I'm convinced that I'm an insomniac
I need these pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps
Just to be able to function throughout the day, let's see
That's an Ambien each nap how many Valium? Three
And that will average out to about one good hours sleep
Okay, so now you see the reason how come he
Has taken four years just too put out an album, B
See me and you we almost had the same outcome, Heath
Cause that Christmas, you know the pneumonia thing?
It was bologna, was it the methadone, ya think?
Or the hydrocodone you hide inside your pornos,
Your VCR tape cases with your Ambian CR
Great places to hide 'em, ain't it?
So you can lie to Hailie
I'm going beddy-bye, Whitney, baby, good night, Alaina
Go in the room and shut the bedroom door and wake up in ambulance
They said they found me on the bathroom floor
Damn

Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don't know
Feels like I been down this road before
So lonely and cold, it's like something takes over me
Soon as I go home and close the door
Kinda feels like deja vu, I wanna get away from this place, I do
But I can't and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cause I don't
And why I just don't know

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